Many, Many Concerns/Thoughts

You know I told you once before this blog was for many "random" thoughts. Tonight I have "many" on my mind. Randy(my oldest) and his Bride to be, both lost their jobs this past week due to cut backs - 2 weeks before their wedding. What can I say? A parent's heart aches beyond description when their children go through tuff times. We all have to go through it - a parent's worries do not stop when a child turns 18 - to me, they get bigger with age. Yes, there are moments of pride and joy when you see them mature and make wise decisions also. Taylor starts school in about 10 days. I am scared for her - it's so so hard for her - the noise, the changes, the teachers, the rush of new schedules, the kids, the homework - the daily struggles. It seems so much (sometimes too much) for her to bear - Lord, please give us wisdom and guidance.

How can we.......

Bill and I were just talking tonight about the upcoming school year and his ability to carry Taylor on and off the bus. It is getting harder with each year. Our heart aches beyond words for her and we want to do everything possible for her. We have thoughts "Will she ever walk alone" ... "Should we be thinking about putting in a ramp?" ... "How hard will this school year be" ... "Should we be checking into getting her a motorized scooter" ... "Will she ever be any better than what she is now" ... We love her so much and want so much for her and for life not to be so hard on her.....but it will.